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i'm always giving.
you're always taking.

do you know how it feels like to wake up every morning and check your phone first thing, hoping for a message or a missed call, just to see the wallpaper on your phone staring back at you silently?

friends whom you were once so close to, you could tell them anything. friends who would message you at least once a day, no matter how busy they were. special ones who made special promises. where have they gone to?

yes, people change with time.

you have, i have, and probably the rest of the world too.

i don't want to get hurt all the time. i don't want to bother about what other people think anymore. i don't want to do everything for others and not for myself. i don't want to be scared all the time. i don't want to be kept wondering what's real and what's not every single minute.

i used to feel indignant for her.

now i'm becoming just like her.